I began my physical theraphy for my right arm this past Thursday. I was evaluated by Emily, my new PT for my swelling in my right arm. Very interesting to learn about how our bodies work with regard to our lymphatic system. I was given some homework to do over the weekend to get me started loosening up the swelling that is primarily in my upper arm & armpit area. I was pleasantly surprised to find out that all I need to do is lightly stroke the areas that are affected in a certain circular motion to get it to travel to the different lymphatic areas.
I went to my appointment today in Corona for my official first day of treatment on my right arm. It went really well. She knew I had was pretty diligent working on my affected area. She could tell by how much fluid was located in my armpit. She was able to move the fluid after about 30 minutes of a certain type of massage. Very interesting to say the least and it was really relaxing. She is letting me know my arm will improve, but it will take some time. Amazing how our bodies work and how long it takes to heal. No quick fixes; just a lot of diligence and consistency and follow-through in order for improvement. I don't mind it at all. I just want full use of my arm again without the swelling.
Overall, I'm feeling pretty normal right now (what is my new normal, that is). I took a rest today -- had a power nap and then was ready for the rest of the afternoon. Pretty much now, I must take rests and/or naps in order to make it through the day without becoming completely incapacitated. Still must keep up the fluids and make sure I have my little snacks nearby.
I have my 4th chemo treatment this Thursday, June 9. I begin, once again, with my anti-inflammatories tomorrow. I have truly grown to resent the heck out of those pills. I just don't like what it does to my body; but it does prevent me from major reactions to the Taxotere (chemo drug) I am administered. Boy, it keeps me awake so then I must take a sleeping pill. But I must say, the sleep aid I take is great because I do not have a hangover effect like I used to have with Tylenol PM.
I guess I'm rather quiet these days regarding the writing about my treatment. I can feel my tumors are shrinking and cannot wait for my docs to see the progress. I'm surprised how routine I'm feeling about this treatment. I'm doing what I can which is taking care of myself. I always feel guilt regarding how hard my family works for me. They insist and I have given up fighting them. There simply is no point in arguing or trying to prove something to myself when all it does is put me in a vulnerable situation in the longrun. So I go with the program anymore.
I, like others, simply want to have my life back and freedoms to come and go as we please. I must learn more patience and that is a daily battle for me. Everyone is living their lives. I sit here watching the grass grow. LOL.
But then I remember reality. But it's hard not to feel these feelings.
So for now, I'm status quo. Feeling strong and resting well. I get to do things outside the home for a few more hours which I savor! My prayers & positive attitude is stronger than ever and keeps me level of stress to minimum levels. I would be lying if I didn't admit that I'm already getting prepared for my surgery which will happen in mid August. I know this one is going to be a true test of my being. Lots of thoughts on this subject, but am not willing to write about it currently. I think it would exhaust me to go there currently -- not to mention I know my tears will start the flood-gates again and I don't want to do that now. Will touch on this subject later, but not now.
I am enjoying this beautiful weather -- don't like the wind, but could be worse.
I'm doing well and I hope for continued prayers, good thoughts and great energy coming from my extended friends and family.
Ciao! Ciao all!
